Teaja - Getting Sadder (Demo) Lyrics

Feeling messed up
Feeling f*cked up
Just wanna dress up
Motivate myself to get up
I walk home looking up at blurry skies
Blurry skies caused by tears in my eyes
I've been losing myself for months
Getting sadder
Tryna keep myself surrounded by my friends
But do I know if they gon' make it til the end
I'm tryna comprehend myself
Getting sadder
Somethings not right
My motivation aint there
I'm tryna work hard
But my mindsets elsewhere
Clothes on from three days ago
Smoking Mary-jane alone
I ain't ever felt this low
Day by day I know I'm
Getting sadder
Getting sadder
Getting sadder
Getting sadder
Constantly feeling like I don't even matter
Overwhelmed by all my thinking I'm just getting sadder
I'm getting sadder
Getting sadder
I aint ever felt this low
I just wanna go home
Anxiety always make me feel like I'm wrong
So many times stopped me from writing songs
How do I stop myself from
Getting sadder
Still tryna keep myself surrounded by my friends
Still cant explain whats going on in my head
How do I tell them that I'm
Getting sadder
Somethings not right
My motivation aint there
I'm tryna work hard
But my mindsets elsewhere
Clothes on from three days ago
Smoking Mary-jane alone
I ain't ever felt this low
Day by day I know I'm
Getting sadder
Getting sadder
Getting sadder
Getting sadder
Constantly feeling like I don't even matter
Overwhelmed by all my thinking I'm just getting sadder
Getting sadder
Getting sadder
Getting sadder
Getting sadder
Constantly feeling like I don't even matter
Overwhelmed by all my thinking I'm just getting sadder
I'm getting sadder
Getting sadder
I aint ever felt this low
I just wanna go home