TechNicol - Positive Lyrics

Im already better than y'all woulda bet
Couple more years I'm buyin' a jet
Id already of taken off by then
But i aint mind doing it again
My head is fine
Its ashooin' to mend
That is a lie
Can't wait for it to end
You'll see what its like
To live inside of my life
Why would i even want you in my shoes?
Well I wouldn't want you to get confused
I want you to feel my pain
So you can tell me, do you really feel the same?
This is not a contest, no its not a game
Just as much as I'm not doing this for the fame
I just want to hear crowds shout my name
Meanwhile still trying to figure out Who's To Blame
Why am I f*cked up in the brain
Life isn't fair but this is f*cking insane
Oh what, so even if i come up in the rap scene
Now ill have every body looking at me
Wanting things like this or that
They don't care i just really love to rap
All they do is attack
Step the f*ck back
Is that really what I want
Could i really handle all the taunts?
What if I wrote so much
When i die, my music came back to haunt
Leaving an everlasting touch
Now thats a real adrenaline rush
Seems this verse is a royal flush
Pay up, collecting my pot
If you got lost
Rewind it now you twat

With all these people telling me the way i should be
With all of these blessings that are right in front of me
Why can't I be?(Positive)
Why can't I be?(Positive
Cause I agree
With all these people telling me the way i should be
With all of these blessings that are right in front of me
Why can't I be?(Positive)
Why can't I be?(Positive
Cause I agree
Jeeze...

I just went and got a new car
Thinkin ima boutta go far
But i can't get out my own way
To save my own day
What am i gon say
When i can't spray
These words no more
As i mentally lost the war
And y'all walking out the door
Fail is something I'm neva gonna do
Hate on me, we gonna rendezvous
Snakes in the grass I'm coming for you
Hoes naked on the gram, aint got nothin for u
Had a hoe once won't have one again
Tools in the shed I'm done gardenin'
My oh my, Machetes freshly bloody
But i don't think I'm done slaughterin'
I can't be confident without feeling cocky
I can't be alone without feeling lonely
I can't be in a group without feeling lonely
Shut the f*ck up if you think think that you know me
My self doubt slowly cripples me
Anxiety engulfs me quickly
But technicol just be happy
Is what everyone will tell me
As if i aint try it before
As if i wanna this horror
If i could i hop off at the next stop
I would, don give a f*ck if my shit flops
All y'all settle the f*ck down right now and hear me out
You go try to make a hype song
After you thought about killing yourself all day long

With all these people telling me the way i should be
With all of these blessings that are right in front of me
Why can't I be?(Positive)
Why can't I be?(Positive
Cause I agree
With all these people telling me the way i should be
With all of these blessings that are right in front of me
Why can't I be?(Positive)
Why can't I be?(Positive
Cause I agree
Jeeze...