home alone Video (MV)

I find myself on the bedroom floor
Conscious and unconscious
I'm in the middle of all this screaming
Internal and external

I'm breathing but barely
I'm weeping now
Weeping
Weeping, and weeping, and weeping

When does it end?
Will it ever end?

I'm reminded again
Of the situation I'm in
Shattered fantasy
And again, oh reality

Who am I?
And why do I live?

I hate this life
I hate this life
I hate this life
And I hate this world too
I hate it all

Depression

Why is my life like this?
Even at home, I'm home alone