Fed Up of Everything Apart from the Nicotine in My Bloodstream Video (MV)

In my bed, head's a mess, cried for 40 minutes
I thought I was over this but honestly I still feel it
Have a cigarette and hope that it'll be alright
Feels like there's no cure this self conscious state of mind
I'll take a breather, maybe pick some petals
Roll another, let the nicotine settle
It was so easy when I played heavy metal
When did I become so forgettable?
I think that everyone can see
The old me was left in 2017
Now a loser walks the streets
A history of being with liars and cheats
Maybe it's all self inflicted
Nearly 20 years old but my head is missing
It was last week that we were kissing
I just don't like the way that I'm being depicted
I think that everyone can see
The old me was left in 2017
Now a loser walks the streets
A history of being with liars and cheats
I think that everyone can see
The old me was left in 2017
Now a loser walks the streets
A history of being with liars and cheats