Manic Party Video (MV)

That's kinda what I try to do
If I'm thinking too much, it's really bad, you know?
That's what happens for me
If I'm thinking about something then I'm not chanelling as much

If I'm thinking too much then it's bad for me
Living in my head not who I'm supposed to be
I try to find myself in the mirror
I try but it don't seem to be clear
Being by myself, I know it's bad for me
'Cause when I'm all alone I'm very bored of me

But I'm nNever alone, got my tears
At least I know they won't let me down

Yeah, I'm down bad
On the floor, I'm crying
Close the door, I'm hidin'
Yeah, I'm down, down, down
Yeah, I'm down bad
On the floor, I'm crying, what the f*ck?

Then I can't help but laugh
'Cause in my head, I'm better than this
I'm having parties in my head, they're sad as shit
My crush is right here in my bed, we fly and shit
I'm only happy when I'm down, down, down, down
Yeah, you should see me in my head, I'm better than this
I'm having parties in my head, they're sad as shit
My crush is right here in my bed, we fly and shit
I'm only happy when I'm down, down, down, down

I don't let my guard down no one's close to me
Always so afraid they'll be the enemy
I wish that I could be a bit freer
I try, but it don't seem to be clear
Wanna dance at parties, want the lights on me
Be a type of high but got no drugs in me
Tell all my friends I'm happy to be here
But this is just a dream, hey, wake up

Yeah, I'm down bad
On the floor, I'm crying
Close the door, I'm hidin'
Yeah, I'm down, down, down
Yeah, I'm down bad
On the floor, I'm crying, what the f*ck? (What the f*ck?)

Then I can't help but laugh
'Cause in my head, I'm better than this
I'm having parties in my head, they're sad as shit
My crush is right here in my bed, we fly and shit
I'm only happy when I'm down, down, down, down
Yeah, you should see me in my head, I'm better than this
I'm having parties in my head, they're sad as shit
My crush is right here in my bed, we fly and shit
I'm only happy when I'm down, down, down, down

Yeah, in my head, livin' in my
In my head, lovin' in my
In my head, happy in my
When I'm down, down, down, down

Yeah, you should see in my head, I'm better than this
I'm having parties in my head, they're sad as shit
My crush is right here in my bed, we fly and shit
I'm only happy when I'm down, down, down, down
Yeah, you should see me in my head, I'm better than this
I'm having parties in my head, they're sad as shit
My crush is right here in my bed, we fly and shit
I'm only happy when I'm down, down, down, down