Lose Control Video (MV)

I hope this isn't a bad dream
Depressed and anxious while everyone round' me's happy
I'm tryna' go
I'm tryna' leave
Can't put it past me
I need a change
I need a break
Please don't ask me
I know
Maybe I've been searching with my eyes closed
Tell me what you mean and maybe I'll know
Asking all these questions but it's obvious
It's obvious that
I've been moving slow
Take my love don't let it go
Just need to hold you close
But I can't slow down
Fading through the blurred lines
Blowing through the stop signs
I'm just tryna' find my way back home
Yeah sometimes
Really feel it sometimes
Am I on my own?
Fading through the blurred lines
Blowing through the stop signs
I'm just tryna' find my way back home to you
So this time
Maybe this time
I won't lose control
Won't say that I needed a lover
All this stress has been pulling me under
Don't ask if I'm popping another
I won't call and this won't help
So now I gotta run it up
Maybe I'm falling
Hope that things are different now
The shots that I'm calling
Say that I don't need it but I know that I'm stalling
So I hope that I won't let go
I won't lose control
I've been moving slow
Take my love don't let it go
Just need to hold you close
But I can't slow down
Fading through the blurred lines
Blowing through the stop signs
I'm just tryna' find my way back home
Yeah sometimes
Really feel it sometimes
Am I on my own?
Fading through the blurred lines
Blowing through the stop signs
I'm just tryna' find my way back home to you
So this time
Maybe this time
I won't lose control