Tellemtee - Catharsis Lyrics

Like a C+ Student it be hard to get the credit nigga
But you need a merit just to get the debit nigga
My head is in a cloud I apologize for airing niggas
I ghosted so many people I apologize for scaring niggas
Alright I'ma bleed now

I gotta get out of this place man
Lately I've been feeling like a spaceman
Lately I've been feeling out of touch with the people that I love
Thoughts in a ashtray feelings in a cup
Tryna walk the straight line man I can't even walk straight
Don't come with the beef cause I'm rinsing my plate
Mending all the hurts 2020 clean slate
I forget the math when we're counting your mistakes
I swear this ain't nothing like the old days
Watching Mr Gari when he rolled jays
Life is like a book I need the old pages
Cause we bout to flood the market try to surf wages
2016 we was gravy
Living in the vans feeling wavy
Thinking bout my future had me hazy
Talking bout it that's a conversation full of maybes
My aunties singing praises to my whole name
But I don't know how to make it on my own man
Grew a beard it don't mean that I'm grown man
Got me worried got my head hanging low man

Low low low low man
Low low low low man
Low low low low man
Got my got my head hanging low man
Low low low low man
Low low low low man
Low low low low man
Got my got my head hanging low man

I'm sorry I missed your call I'm scared to pick up the phone
Anxiety's like Nyovest it always fill up my dome
Sometimes I can't leave the house start breathing like I'ma die
My woman she seen me panic every time we step outside low
Instead of looking for an office
I'm in bed binge watching the office
Hyperventilating like I need to be in hospice
The lord said here's a voice sing a little song for catharsis low
I'm sorry for the cancellations and postponements
But maybe now at least you know the deal
At least I'm not afraid to say that I'm so in my feels
Low
Low