Telltale - EDDY Lyrics

I hit the wall, it finally made an impression
Sometimes I regress into my aggression
My mama said that each mistake is a lesson
But I dropped out of school in 20-1-7

I used my blood to pay the bills for a minute
But then the bruises started getting em twisted
But even then I came equipped with a vision

Young Eddy A singing nevermore
Go f*ck yourself you ain't my Lenore no more
I'm still the same sad kid with a telltale heart
It comes out when I'm facedown on the cold hard floor
But I don't want to be a letdown anymore

I'd brick myself up in the basement
Sink my body in the lake bed
Thought I almost went insane, but I got out in a fake gown handing advice down

Why
I said I'm doing fine
You know that it's a lie
I've said a hundred times
I told my therapist parables from a narrative I faked so long I started to find my life somewhat bearable
I told my mama the drama was all imperative to writing sad songs and keep the kids sharing em

Black cat down nine times but I'll get you back in the next life
Cause I can tell the tale of a man still haunted by the dark side
You wanna know what it's like, the pit of my mind, the edge of a scythe, I'm swinging

Young Eddy A singing nevermore
Go f*ck yourself you ain't my Lenore no more
I'm still the same sad kid with a telltale heart
It comes out when I'm facedown on the cold hard floor
But I don't want to be a letdown anymore