I Feel Bad Video (MV)

I feel bad with my friends and the way they talk about me
I feel bad cos I was lazy and I don't wanna be carried

I'm stupid cos
I dont care f*ck tryna be self aware
I'm too tired to even try
Catch myself don't know why
I act like this
Pathetic piece of garbage human who can't act right
This is enough that I don't wanna be

What? Uninvolved?
I'm caught up with my job
I can't eat I can't talk?
I'm fed up of waking up

If I could take a break
Should I trade it for some space? Could I?

Bold productivity advice online
Why'd I have a cold shower after waking at 5?
Average NPC (uh) nothing special 'bout me
(Uh) I like TV and tea and finding places to eat

Eight hours of sleep and Two liters of water
That's still out of reach but think I'm getting better
Things I try just because like reading more fiction
If I look back a month I might see a difference

This a typical indifferent Nine to five quarter life
Look it's not too bad just copped a company gift bag
All these networking drinks and all this ice breaker bingo
Feels kinda fake? Yeah well I think I'm the same though

I fully steer from confrontation
I'm bound to apologize for something
Oblivious and ignorant I can't think ahead
I can't think at all I'm sorry but

I feel bad with my friends and the way they talk about me
I feel bad cos I was lazy and I don't wanna be carried

I'm stupid cos
I dont care f*ck tryna be self aware
I'm too tired to even try
Catch myself don't know why
I act like this
Pathetic piece of garbage human who can't act right
This is enough that I don't wanna be

What? Uninvolved?
I'm caught up with my job
I can't eat I can't talk?
I'm fed up of waking up

If I could take a break
Should I trade it for some space? Could I?