Tepz - Goodbye (feat. biinoq) Lyrics

Stuck inside another rainy day
I write down all my feelings and I throw them away
Drops of blood pouring out from my veins
I know I'm insane but I cannot be saved
Long nights sitting there wasted in my bedroom
Growing up wasting time too scared to text you
Going out but anxiety would shine through
Now its gone and I think about how I left you
So goodbye
I think I need you out of my life
I spent too many nights cooped up inside
I think its time I realized
That I need help before I die
You talk to me like it was nothing right after we fell through
I wanna tell the truth but I can't find the guts to tell you
I know you're strong and all 'cause I've seen all the hell you been through
Trial and tribulations make you stronger in the end too
But your gone I don't know what the hell you want
I trailed you through the maze that you call love and got lost
You were the one that I would vent to
But now it feels like I ain't ever f*cking met you
Its kind of hard
Its kind of hard to feel you the same way
I can't feel the sun when all you bring is rainy days
I question why I care if you're okay
There's still a part of me that wants to see you smile
So goodbye
I think I need you out of my life
I spent too many nights cooped up inside
I think its time I realized
That I need help before I die
Runny nose like the winter
Its you I despise you treated me like a sinner
But ain't that funny 'cause I ain't
You know that's just a smokescreen so you hide from all the pain yeah
F*ck that, f*ck you, all your lies are see through
You left me broken now our memories have gone blue
Its hard to think that I ever even knew you
Can't even fathom all the lengths that you go to
And now I fall
Yeah I've fallen into your arms
Said its just you and me in the dark
I know you're close but you feel so far
So goodbye
I think I need you out of my life
I spent too many nights cooped up inside
I think its time I realized
That I need help before I die