I've got a demon in my brain
And he's devoted just to you
Making my pleasure turn to pain
And saying words that are not true
I'm just a doll with strings
And he's my puppeteer
Though I've tried everything
Can't make him disappear
Am I an addict if it hurts just to love you?
So self destructive
Yet I keep going back for more
Guess I'm an addict
I can't stop, though I've tried to
Can't help myself anymore
Now every morning it's the same
Another chance to start again
But every day I lose this game
I can't remember how to win
My shame is comfort now
It's become all I know
Gave up on learning how
To try and let it go
Am I an addict if it hurts just to love you?
So self destructive
Yet I keep going back for more
Guess I'm an addict
I can't stop, though I've tried to
Can't help myself anymore
Am I an addict if it hurts just to love you?
So self destructive
Yet I keep going back for more
Guess I'm an addict
I can't stop, though I've tried to
Can't help myself anymore
I've got a demon in my brain
And he's devoted just to you
Making my pleasure turn to pain
And saying words that are not true