Terracotta Blue - Scatterbrain Lyrics

Mid life crisis, the timing is
Odd, bizarre, and that's on God
Hate music and love it at the same damn time
Front to each and everyone like situation's fine
But it ain't tho', I'm disillusioned
Rap game been silly man, who you foolin
Waste of time if you ask me, you didn't tho
Seems mad corny, I know, it's silly yo
So why drop the 16?
Wrote this on the way to the J O B
Just a window to my thought patterns, my sanity matters
Need to release, scatterbrain cease
Need to be heard 'cause life's absurd
Always focusing on this, that, and the third
Do the best I can, day to day
Thinking that there gotta be a better way...