I just don't understand God
I've been grinding for three, five, ten years
And I still can't see
Myself getting closer to my goals
I'm such a good person
And everyone I try to help
They try to hurt me in other ways
I don't know what to do
I don't know where to go
I don't know how to find myself
I don't even know what to do anymore God
I feel like You're not listening to me
Whenever I pray to You
I feel like it's not coming through
Why am I still doing my 9-5
Why do I still have people that don't like me
Even I like everyone around me
Why can I not see the light
You know I'm stocking, I'm standing
And I can still not see the light
I realize
How can I even listen to You
If I can't listen to myself
I realize
Everything I need I am
But in order for me to find out
I need to be still and listen to You closely
I realize
I value you enough to give you my most precious asset
Which is my time
I realize whenever I give you my time
I'm making a sacrifice
And a sacrifice is the Essence of Love
God I'm ready to listen
Not just to You
But to myself
Talk to me