Tg3 - The Reason Lyrics

My soul been feeling empty I been feeling like it's gone
They want to hear my pain so I put it in this song
Yeah
I miss my momma she always did it on her own, always kept us fed and always had on new clothes
She always spent her last just to try to make us happy
They ask me why I'm mad, I don't know I miss my dad and this shit getting tragic
They said give it time to heal they don't understand it
Yeah
My heart been through it all I feel it did some damage
I can't believe they tried to make the call and now I need a bandage
I can't believe you left, yeah I'm talking about my bestfriend
You make a call I'm stepping, wasn't stopping till it's destined
I love all my angels hope y'all looking down on me
A lot of niggas see me lose and get proud of it
My mind is full of thoughts that I can't turn into words
I took a turn my mind went blank and then I hit the curb
I don't do much talking, I sit back and I observe
Feel like I'm running out of time, Sometimes in life you gotta roll the dice
They trying to paint a picture imma keep on fighting it
Yeah, we could die any minute that shit frightening
They said they need the album gotta put some time in it, and I ain't even sign a deal
I told my family just wait I'm fin touch a mill
Grandma can't believe we went from trenches to the hills
All this pressure on my shoulders I can't let no one down
Pops said he felt a star ever since I was a pound
They tried to throw me in the deep end and I still came up
Ever since I was the reason
Ain't roddy ricch but I been fighting demons every season hardly sleeping, Now my face up in the cement