An elegy for wasted evenings and feelings
I never thought would make a difference
Got this tension between us
You hit me up when I'm asleep
'Cause you're alone in your head
You get impatient
Feel temptations
Then you text her instead
You sent that shit in lowercase
'Cause you're not okay
Sensations tumble around
You're stumbling out of the way
Let me know when you get back home safe
And sound to your room
Turn out all the lights
Let the darkness consume you
Guess it never made a difference how
I couldn't be there
For you I was nothing
Or something
'Til you didn't care
We don't get along anymore
Because you only hit me up when you're bored
I thought that you changed
But you're the same
Always together but we ended up going separate ways
Drive around the town and blast the speakers outta your car
But if you stay forever you won't get too far
I wish I really made a difference then
Just to be fair
With you, I was nothing and something
I hope that you cared
We don't get along anymore
Because you only hit me up when you're bored