Th3OGJRei - Tired of the Day Lyrics

I don't think I've been this tired in a long time
Tired of the "Did I do the right thing?" in my mind
Did I say the right thing or make the right call
The "Start great, then BANG, memories fall

Should I have just waited, should I have stayed
Whose fault is it now? Mine or hers, it fades
It was mutual denial, the days slip away
Even the days I question if I should leave or stay

I'm just so tired
Of the non-stop thinking that goes on and on
Of wondering if the pain will ever be gone
The exhaustion, the weight, it just lingers on
Waking up each day, wondering if this is the one
The day I'm free from all the hurt, I'm done

And I'm just f*cking tired
Of caring how it's done
Of wondering where it's from
Whether it's caused or inflicted, I don't care, I'm done
I'm just f*cking tired, tired of the fight, I'm numb

Every thought, every choice weighs heavy now
Like the clock ticks louder, I just want to get out
A life spent in the echoes of regret
Tangled in days I wish I could forget

Should I have just waited, should I have said more
Should I have fought for what I was looking for
Even the days I can't leave the bed
When the thought of it all just fills me with dread

I'm just so tired
Of the non-stop thinking that goes on and on
Of wondering if the pain will ever be gone
The exhaustion, the weight, it just lingers on
Waking up each day, wondering if this is the one
The day I'm free from all the hurt, I'm done

I'm waiting, waiting for the peace
For the moment where the chaos will cease
Will I ever feel the calm again
Or will I just keep chasing where it ends

I'm just so tired
Of the non-stop thinking that goes on and on
Of wondering if the pain will ever be gone
The exhaustion, the weight, it just lingers on
Waking up each day, wondering if this is the one
The day I'm free from all the hurt, I'm done

I'm just f*cking tired
So f*cking tired
I'm just done