When i was little parents didnt want me ( no)
Both were there but gave up on me ( yeah)
I ran away, they couldnt stop me (nope)
Just wanted love they couldnt give me (wasnt given)
Ran the streets,really made a muck
Place to place, trying to fill the empty space up
Didnt give a f*ck if i ate or not, Got played alot
Gave what i had, but never got enough
Never forgot i sold on the block... hoed on the block, smoked dope on tha block
12 years later im on the right shit
Past will not confine shit
Better than before, you best believe it
Been to jail, made the bail
Never goin back
Been abused, feelin used
Power taken back
People actin funny
Said ive changed
Their hatred only made me better
F*cked this life
Til that bitch came
This is my life
This is what ive liven
This is my strife
New chapter meaning
Meant to hurt
Meant to struggle
Meant to grievance
To acheive whats needed
Coming for tha top
Best believe it
People came for my crown
Exs tried to shame me
Tried to break me down
Took from me, left me on the ground
Cheated on me, lied to me
Left me broken, wounds were open, gasping choken
Scars will heal
Least im hoping
Fake and phonies, lonely nights, no one here to hold me
Not 1 friend stayed to show, spoke on loy-al-ty
No one helped me back up, except me
F*ck every single fraud ive met
Feel youre hatred, jealous envy
Been raped, been stabbed
Been took for granted
Life has made me sad
It took my all coming up from that
But lemme tell u its not what i had
Its what i have
The greatness in me, pulled me thru... now im back
Shittin on those who dumped first
Stick u where it most hurts
I made it thru my struggle
Now im here, quenched my thirst
Took my losses
Threw fuel on my verse
If you test me now
You can take a ride in tha long black herse
This is my life
This is what ive liven
This is my strife
New chapter meaning
Meant to hurt
Meant to struggle
Meant to grievance
To acheive whats needed
Coming for tha top
Best believe it
Yeah...
Listen yall...
I believe that we all have to go thru those hard times in life because their purpose is to make us better...
But its up to us what we do with these situations... Rise or fall... what dont kill u makes u stronger
Tha Queen