MIX EMO Video (MV)

I'm tryna be a better man
But damn this shit be hard up on a nigga and The streets be talking
Nighaz really push these buttons
I'm no sucka
Damn i wanna bust a move
But i know what the cost is
I'm tryna be a better man
But damn this shit be hard up on a nigga and the streets be talking
Got me f*cked up with these mixed emotions
Mix emotions i been stressing get my bag right
My brother stealing from my mama
On that crake pipe
My life is cloudy
Nigga took for a couple thousand
F*ck around lost my Jacob
Think that nigga found it
Same mama, same daddy
How that shit be sounding
If I was swimming in that water
He ah leave me drowning
When i was down
You niggas wouldn't even come see my kids
Like i did you dirty
Nigga that bought me to tears
Broke ah nigga
So it's f*ck em ion no ah nigga
My friends fake, but be the first ones
To bro ah nigga, i'm rocking out
Half my family tree,dun count me out
So i'm clocking in
Ion plan on clocking out
They keep tryna try a nigha
I got mixed emotions
Yea
I'm tryna be a better man
But damn this shit be hard up on a nigga and The streets be talking
Yea
Nighaz really push these buttons
I'm no sucka
Damn i wanna bust a move
But i know what the cost is
Yea
I'm tryna be a better man
But damn this shit be hard up on a nigga and The streets be talking
Yeah
Got me f*cked up with these mixed emotions
I been
F*cked off from feelin shit
That good guy and villian shit
Yea
Some days i'm helping and
Other days i'm killin shit
Nigga turned a cheek on the street shit
They don't know me now
On a good day i'm upbeat and shit
They try to hoe me now
They don't know about that dark shit that I did at night
All they know now is i'm a role model for a kid life
But i really wanna show a f*ck nigha that
How to get it right
Like dont disrespect me
Or you can see the light
These inner battles don't go away
I just hold it in, it's a stow away
Not a street nigha but I wanna be
But don't wanna be, i don't know the way
I keep tellin domi
Aye when you the nigha
All the fake nighaz come four a day
And the family nigga, what family nigga
When you rolling nigga they will roll away
When you hurting nigga they don't show a Face
And i seen it first hand with dirty case
He was facing thirty with a l nigha
They indicted nigha with a murder case
I was right there
Want to bust a couple in the night air
But i'm like damn
I'm a good nigga, it's a fight there
These mixed emotions my life here