Thals - Losing You Lyrics

I'm scared of losing you
When I don't even have you
I know that my heart beats
But I'm barely breathing
I thought I couldn't feel
But I can feel no joy
I take all these pills
To fake that I'm happy
Anxiety, toxicity
When you told me you were gonna leave me
I can't come up with ideas
I can only write these songs
I can't express what's going on
If it's not with some chords
I don't know what's going on in my mind
You were gonna be there for me
But it was all a lie
Mixed thoughts every time I try to decide
Every day and every night
My head can't stop asking why
If I should speak to you
If I should ask if you're good
After all you made me go through
I'm scared of losing you
When I don't even have you
I know that my heart beats
But I'm barely breathing
I thought I couldn't feel
But I can feel no joy
I take all these pills
To fake that I'm happy
People come and go
I gotta get that in my head
They say it's not too late
For me to try new things
To make me feel something
But I can't feel a thing
I won't cut off your wings
I gotta let you leave
And I know I shouldn't call you
And I know I shouldn't reach out
After all you made me go through
I'm scared of losing you
When I don't even have you
I know that my heart beats
But I'm barely breathing
I thought I couldn't feel
But I can feel no joy
I take all these pills
To fake that I'm happy
Porque no, no estoy bien
Porque no, quieres ver
No, you don't, you don't care
And that hurts, hurts like hell
Porque no, no estoy bien
Porque no, quieres ver
No, you don't, you don't care
And that hurts, hurts like hell
Porque no estoy bien, no
And you don't care
You don't care