Thank God It's Not Friday - I Feel So Bad Lyrics

Have you ever wondered what it's like to stand on thin air?
I swear I wish sometimes I wasn't weighed down by an anchor inside
Which ties me to the ground
Now the tide is tearing through my soul and my surroundings
I don't want to be here
But I don't want to die
I feel so bad
I was caught in a storm
My coat was all torn
The snow chilled my bones
Anything warm was away from me
I have always known
I'm not made for love
I drown in the snow
God coats me in white just so carefully
Oh no, don't go
My head is getting full of me
And things I don't care about
Stone cold for me
This is what I get for thinking
I can go without you
This is when I make the call
I am falling in love, again
What did you expect?
I'm typical
I'm always falling off cliffs
This mess, look at this disfunctioning mind
Do you mind? There's something I miss
What did you expect?
Oh no, don't go
My head is getting full of me
And things I don't care about
Stone cold for me
This is what I get for thinking
I can still go on
Don't believe what you're told
When you feel I'm being surreal
It means that you need to rip it in pieces
Instead of your heart, instead of my art