Thank God It's Not Friday - My Last Sunset Lyrics

Do you think I like being reminded that I'm sick?
Because you say it all the time
And in my state of mind I've got a wall around my thoughts
And on my hands is the weight of the world

I don't want you to take it from me
I was born to be one of the pillars in your temple
I just wish that you could make me strong enough
To breathe

Now I wish I could collapse
I deserve to go down in every bit of dust

There's blood on my hands
I wish I could say it's mine
But it's yours too
I wish I could say
"I hurt no one but myself"
But now I see I'm hurting you
Because that's just what I do

Sometimes I want to die
I try not to think about it nearly all the time

Now I'm staring down my last sunset