New Years Video (MV)

I don't know you anymore
I think I forgot your favorite song
Burned me down right to my core
What for? I loved you anyway
There were some days I didn't know if you were ever coming home
Maybe I didn't use the right words when I meant I needed you to show you care
Now I see there is no home
Nothing left of us anyway
It all had been over the phone
All over me after that day
I'm sorry, but after all this time it's not you who's been crossing my mind, oh
You had me in the palm of your hand but you needed your hands for the blades
New years in a day
If you say you want to die, then, yeah you will believe it
And I said you need to live, oh, what am I feeling?
Had I said you need to leave, you might've wanted to stay
Is the point of your decay to disagree with what you're hearing?
You're not healing when you're numbly staring far into your ceiling
Go through the rest of your day while something you're concealing
I am dealing with the things you say
I don't know where I went wrong
I'm strong but fading in a way
The space we both wanted to form
Has now transformed to every pain
I can't remember anything
Just things that people seem to say
Raced the bullet to your head
Oh but you didn't look my way