I tried living in a dream
But my mind's not what it used to be
I need to face reality
Then I need to leave
I'm just a log on infinite dark waters
Now I can choose a view of blue
Where I'm hopeless and suffer
Within a few moments I'll drown
I'll be just another number
Or I can choose the other hue: red
This is just an adventure to go through
And a yacht would be safer, true
But I love seeing new places
And this is definitely a debut
And I've thought
This can weigh on me or not
It can be, oh
An antidote or a gun shot
But I choose what