Thara - Overthinking Lyrics

All the nights I couldn't sleep
Staying up, thoughts on repeat
Writing down the things I feel
So these doubts could maybe heal
Cut them open so they bleed
But sometimes I cut too deep
So it feels like a crime
Can it be if it is my own heart that I hurt
How can you take a hand that's as bloody as mine?
I want it different this time

This time

I was walking down the same road
For the third time in a row
Why do my mind mess it up?
I don't think that you will stay
They never stay
You won't stay

I'm sorry for my overthinking
Although you don't even know
Of every time I almost let you go
I don't want to let you go

I'm sorry if I'm hard to figure out
When I don't know myself
But if you can then please don't let me go
I don't want to let go

Tonight I couldn't sleep
Staying up, thoughts on repeat
Writing down the things I feel
So these doubts could make me
Heal your hands as bloody as mine
I want it different this time