gray skies Video (MV)

Everyday questioning
What you see in me
When you say I shouldn't stay
Was it meant to be

Didn't expect it was a lie
Being proven wrong so many times
Makes the hope inside me start to die
I never hated you but now
It's making me break down
The thought of you around

Cut to pieces
My brittle mind begins to break
It all seems
Like the skies have dimmed to gray
You left me speechless
(You left me speechless)
Trapped in this mental hell
(Trapped in this mental hell)
I Dont ever wish this pain on anyone

(Please end this pain) Oh
(Dont wish this pain) On anyone
(Dont wish this pain) Oh
(On anyone right now)
(On anyone right now) Oh

As the colors start to fade
Close my eyes and see your face

I should've known it was a lie
Never had the chance to call you mine
Tired of pretending it was fine
I keep resenting you but now
I can't let this allow
To break me further down

I should've known it was a lie
I can't let this allow
To break me further down

I don't know why I try
I wish the tears would dry
Been wasting all this time
To feel like I'm alive

No color in the sky
The stars never align
Been swept beneath the tide
And shattered deep inside

And after all this time
I'm still wondering why