the_mjcr - Maybe I should relax Lyrics

Frustration
Bring me condemnation
I ain't got the patience
To deal with all of this bull
Wanting revelation
Crawling through the pavement
On the low it makes sense
My lord is amazing, yeah
Gave me what I'm asking for
Demons stepping on the other side of the corridor
Looking down at me
Jotting down some chapter notes
Writing my story while I bang on the door
Someone let me in
Going through that chapter in life
Where I realize that I'm living a lie
Like it's so difficult I wanna di-i-e
I-i-i gotta keep pushing through it
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Maybe I should give up, it's stupid
(Uhu- ha)
They want to put in their two cents
(Yeah-ah-ah)
This is one chapter where
In my thoughts I slowly drown
Coming my way
Push me away
Look you dead in the eyes
My mistake
Bring me suffering
Slow I decay
Got a hold of my mind
I'm weakened
Frustration
Bring me condemnation
I ain't got the patience
To deal with all of this bull
Wanting revelation
Crawling through the pavement
On the low it makes sense
My lord is amazing, yeah
Let me talk a little bit more
About this chapter that I'm on
Demons at the door
They keep on calling my phone
Loneliness stays again
Slowly cut me off
I'm dead again
They tried to kill me
But I already told you I can't die
Looked up at the sky
It told me look inside
I got the answers right within me
Oh my God, oh my
Just gotta change my mind
The way I look at life
Yeah I made some mistakes here and there
Well, oh well
Well I can't change the past
It just came to pass
I can only control my right now
I know you heard that well
Maybe I should relax
The bad times came to pass
Coming my way
Push me away
Look you dead in the eyes
My mistake
Bring me suffering
Slow I decay
Got a hold of my mind
I'm weakened