Theadamsmasher Tols - Fallen Flowers Lyrics

My first love was my fellow swim coach
Bought her earrings off my first job
Yeah I did the most
And I still got em
Cause she was spoken for
My family loved her family
Shame we don't see em no more

Soon after that a fresh, crush off of Instagram
Sudanese chick
Down to earth
She knew my fam
Years later I done asked for her hand(heh)
But her father said no
We both don't understand
But God knows best
Yes God has other plans
But God knows best
Yes God has other plans
I'm just sitting with these lines in the sand
(Right)
I'm just sitting with these lines in the sand
(That's right)
Hey

My fellow peer
A Yemeni engineer
Her intellect and her charm is what done drew me near
She was aiming for a stunning career
After half a year
I made the call dawg
I made my intentions clear
But after rejection her family then disappeared
The shock left me in therapy stuck with all these tears
Yeah
For real
She all and disappeared
I was left with tears

After a year, therapy was looking up
Quarantine, Ramadan, my G done had enough
So a special zoom class I sought to join up (right)
Yes a special zoom class I'd thought I'd join up
Egyptian connection
The curls was perfection
I was just in love with the vibe (yeah)
A date at the park
Phone convos after dark
Then I found out I'm the man on the side
(Yo)

A few years passed
I fell for my work mate
Another Yemeni thing we was moving weight
Close quarters dawg, I know y'all can relate
I was wary of my feelings
I know y'all can relate
I was wary of my feelings so I procrastinated
'Till the tension was so high that none of us could not take I
Broke down and told her how I feel
She laughed and said that none of it was her deal
And we was still on good terms until she had to go
Why she flirted with me past that I'll never know
(Yo, for real like)
Yeah
I guess I'll never know
Why she flirted with me like that I'll never know

I was at a mosque visiting my man on tour
This Syrian queen flirted with me at the door
I was shy, I felt I was way too old
She was elated at my age
I was shocked she was so bold
I didn't trust her for months
I'm off guard
But four months in, I admit, I fell hard
Let her sweet talk me into renting her out a car
Then she left me with the police tickets, racing the boulevard
My God

Had me screaming up at the stars
How many times God, you gon' push me this far
But
Huh
The answers coming now and (mm)
Uh
Should've never rented that car (nah)

Some part of me wishes one would come back
But that 's just wishful thinking
I put that in the back of my head
Those memories are dead
We must move on
We must forge ahead huh
We must forge ahead huh
Yeah
We must forge ahead huh
Yeah
Those memories are dead
I keep telling myself that we must forge ahead
Wishful thinking huh
Just wishful thinking huh
Yeah
Just wishful thinking yeah