thebreathingbackwards - let the rain in Lyrics

On the outside, watercolors stain the fragile hands
But on the inside, I don't feel it, I don't understand
Where did I go wrong?
Where'd I lose sight of a smile?
And who's this stranger I see in the mirror?
Think he's in denial

So take it all away

And let the rain in
Drops on the window awaken
Deep in the sheets where I waste a day
I waste away
Feel it fade to grey

I don't care if I never see that dream
I'm too scared to fly, it aint all it seems
But whats the reason? Oh, is it me?
This aint where I'm supposed to be

So take it all away
Take it all away

And let the rain in
Drops on the window awaken
Deep in the sheets where I waste a day
I waste away
Feel it fade to grey

Twenty two years, in the wrong skin
Fighting through fears, fearing often
Twenty two years, in the wrong skin
(This isn't fun, no, I never asked)
Fighting through fears, fearing often
(To feel anything else but alright)

So let the rain in
Drops on the window awaken
Deep in the sheets where I waste a day
I waste away
Feel it fade to grey
And let the rain in