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My heart been broke so many times I dont know why I'm tripping
I'm tryna hide all of this pain that's why I'm always sipping
Always floating off the gas cause that's when I feel like living
I've been struggling for too just tryna shake off these feelings
I've been searching for an angel all I find is demons
She be blowing up my phone, just searching for a reason
My emotions always tripping, changing like the seasons
I've been chasing all these diamonds but my hearts already freezing
My heart been broke so many times I dont know why I'm tripping
I'm tryna hide all of this pain that's why I'm always sipping
Always floating off the gas cause that's when I feel like living
I've been struggling for too just tryna shake off these feelings
I've been searching for an angel all I find is demons
She be blowing up my phone, just searching for a reason
My emotions always tripping, changing like the seasons
I've been chasing all these diamonds but my hearts already freezing
Two voices on either sides of my brain
Ones telling me to go the other telling me to stay
Ones telling me you'll never get over this heartbreak
Ones telling me to hold on cause imma seal my faith
Ones telling me I'm gonna live big and be happy one day
The other's staying I'm overdose alone in a wraith
When did shit get so complicated
Am I just sad or am I going insane
F*ck love
Shawty i just want drugs
I dont need love
Girl I just wanna f*ck
Hit it then I kick her out cause I don't need trust
I need cash, I need gas
I stay rolling up the blunts
F*ck love
Shawty I just want drugs
I dont need love
Girl I just wanna f*ck
Hit it then I kick her out cause I don't need trust
I need cash, I need gas
I stay rolling up the blunts
My heart been broke so many times I dont know why I'm tripping
I'm tryna hide all of this pain that's why I'm always sipping
Always floating off the gas cause that's when I feel like living
I've been struggling for too just tryna shake off these feelings
I've been searching for an angel all I find is demons
She be blowing up my phone, just searching for a reason
My emotions always tripping, changing like the seasons
I've been chasing all these diamonds but my hearts already freezing
My heart been broke so many times I dont know why I'm tripping
I'm tryna hide all of this pain that's why I'm always sipping
Always floating off the gas cause that's when I feel like living
I've been struggling for too just tryna shake off these feelings
I've been searching for an angel all I find is demons
She be blowing up my phone, just searching for a reason
My emotions always tripping, changing like the seasons
I've been chasing all these diamonds but my hearts already freezing
My heart been broke so many times I dont know why I'm tripping
I'm tryna hide all of this pain that's why I'm always sipping
Always floating off the gas cause that's when I feel like living
I've been struggling for too just tryna shake off these feelings
I've been searching for an angel all I find is demons
She be blowing up my phone, just searching for a reason
My emotions always tripping, changing like the seasons
I've been chasing all these diamonds but my hearts already freezing