I say please save me
My soul so weary
In this darkness
Hear my plea
Hear my plea
They say "God don't give battles you can't fight"
But I'm swingin' at demons every damn night
I'm callin' out for help but the echo's cold
It bounces off the walls like "Let that go!"
I'm stuck here tryna pull my mind from the trench
This life's a tightrope and I'm sittin' on the fence
Can't fix myself so I'm breakin' more
I smile at the surface but the ache's at war
I told my fam I'ts fine but my mind ain't safe
Walk a mile in my shoes? You'd collapse in a day
See the truth is-ha-I've been losin' faith
Like I'm dancin' with the devil and we're movin' great
I say please save me
My soul so weary
In this darkness
Hear my plea
Hear my plea
My past haunts me
Mistakes I can't flee
Seeking forgiveness
Redemption let it be
Yeah I put on a mask so they think I'm cool
But the real me's hidin' like I skipped my school
Man life's a bitch and she's chokin' me slow
With a noose made of memories I hope to let go
I've been countin' my sins like I'm punchin' a clock
Tried drinkin' 'em down but they bubble to the top
I'm fightin' every day tryna dodge that fall
But I'm runnin' outta breath man I'm crawlin' now
Look-
I'm sick of this mirror and the face I see
'Cause it's crackin' like my heart when I face defeat
I'm screamin' for a hero but the cape's on me
I can't save myself-can somebody f*cken save me please?
I say please save me
My soul so weary
In this darkness
Hear my plea
Hear my plea
My past haunts me
Mistakes I can't flee
Seeking forgiveness
Redemption let it be
Yeah you don't know shit about me so quit the talk
You ain't seen what I've seen or walked where I walk
You act like you get it but you don't feel this hell
I've been screamin' in silence man I'm foolin' myself
I've been smilin' for the crowd but I'm dyin' inside
Holdin' on to my pride while I swallow my cries
Yeah they say "Man up" like I'm weak for the pain
But you'd fold in a second if you lived in my brain
I'm tired of the fake love tired of the lies
Tired of these people who don't look in my eyes
I'm tryna make sense of this mess I became
But the mirror don't lie I got myself to blame
I say please save me
My soul so weary
In this darkness
Hear my plea
Hear my plea
My past haunts me
Mistakes I can't flee
Seeking forgiveness
Redemption let it be