I sit and watch the clock And lose my days in thought
The sands of time have drowned my rhymes As reason grinds to stop and me
I'm honestly waiting, just struggling to be strong Like you knew that I could, I'm lost
I'm lost in my making, just hoping that I'm not wrong And playing chances I should
But can I be if I lose me? And if I fight, will I find nothing good
I sink into the sand And falter where I stand
The steps I make don't seem to take And nothing goes as planned for me
I'm honestly waiting, just trying to stay strong when no one thinks that I should
This truth is mine for the taking Just hoping that I'm not wrong
And playing chances I should but can I be if I lose me
And if I fight, will I find nothing good
Tired of wishing, tired of games time for the winning, time for change
And me, I'm honestly waiting, just struggling to stay strong Like you knew that I could, I'm lost
I'm lost in my making, just hoping that I'm not wrong And playing chances I should
But can I be if I lose me? And if I fight, will I find nothing good