DEATHWISH Video (MV)

I think I have a f*cking deathwish

This tightness in my chest
Could take me away from here
Or I could let it bury me
Cuz I don't wanna be the last one left
Sitting alone holding my last breath
Letting it go to find and move on now

So state your story
Waiting til the end
Don't just say you're sorry
I thought you were a friend
Burning me in the atmosphere
The fog is heavy but it's very clear
You never wanted to have me here
You just preyed on all my fears
Disingenuous apologies
Why do I still let it bother me
Put a bullet in my head
Oh f*ck I'm seeing red

This tightness in my chest
Could take me away from here
Or I could let it bury me
Cuz I don't wanna be the last one left
Sitting alone holding my last breath
Letting it go to find and move on now

You tried to break me
You can't have that
Don't wanna restart
We don't backtrack
Take a leap of faith
I'm going head first
And if it fails I'm just hoping that I'm dead first

I'm just hoping that I'm dead first

This tightness in my chest
Could take me away from here
Or I could let it bury me
Cuz I don't wanna be the last one left
Sitting alone holding my last breath
Letting it go to find and move on now
The wind will carry me

You want me dead

I know you wish that you could kill me