Sacrificed Video (MV)

Feel what I'm going through, I don't wanna lose
Realize, I cry, these nights I sacrifice
I don't wanna lose, I don't know what you're going through
Realize, I try, these nights I sacrifice
Feel what I'm going through, I came to win, not come to lose
So no I ain't going to, I know they hating mostly wait for me to fall out
But I ain't fake, I'm mostly patient, I'm on the top now, I cannot stop now
It's taking time , I wanna shine, I'm like a star now
Been through some shit, I reminisce about the guy that's gone
I love my mama, no matter problems, she always holding on
I love my partners, forever rocking until our days is gone
Just feel my pain inside this verse, I hope it go away
Feel like my life is kinda cursed, don't you be holding me
Holding me, uncontrollably, I don't know about that sunshine
But it ain't over me, over me, holding me
It be times where I cry, and no one be by my side
I lied if I said I ain't cry, I lied if I said I ain't lie
These times, nigga, these times, cried out, ain't get no sign
Like why, nigga, like why, these times is like these times
Feel what I'm going through, I don't wanna lose
Realize, I cry, these nights I sacrifice
Don't wanna lose, I don't know what you going through
Realize, I try, these nights I sacrifice
I put my pain inside these lyrics you hear in every verse
I pray to the lord that hear me, I don't even go to church
I use the pills, to numb the pain somehow , it make it worse
Promethazine, I love codeine when non prescription percs
I put the perk inside the lean, hope I can handle that
And like a snake, I'm in my sleep, so ain't no shedding back
If I knew about that love, would've been stayed away
And if I knew about that
Dutch, I would've smoked this pain away
Ma say it's gon' be greater days, my life is going through a phase
That shit don't never f*cking change, I be in and out my brain
I be locked up in these chains, wishing that shit could change
Feel what I'm going through, I don't wanna lose
Realize, I cry, these nights I sacrifice
Don't wanna lose, I don't know what you going through
Realize, I try, these nights I sacrifice