TheReal_SLS - Beautiful Chaos(Original) Lyrics

See you struggle with the house the kids and the car Stuck in the vision these are prison bars
Mind twisted yeah
I've been seeing stars
Mind twisted yeah
I've been seeing stars
Long story to tell behind these beautiful scars
Fourth quarter fourth down two minutes zero yards
Gotta make a quick play
I gotta take what's ours
Fighting with these demons in these spiritual wars

Looking back at my past wish I had a blank slate
I can hear my dad telling me be great
Laying down my cards Ace know your place
Now I'm back on track setting things in place
Feet on the ground I'm ahead in the race
Leading by faith I'm protected by grace
Water and space yeah it's all the same state
Gets really deep found my soul in the lake

Now I'm speaking what I'm thinking
Got me hoping its reaching all of you
Where do we go from here? We can grow from here
No looking back we're moving forward
Take my time perfect my mind
No giving up thank the Lord
I've been feeling stressed is my life a mess
Worked so hard watch me fall apart

(Had it allI had it all)
Looking in the mirror damn I can see the living proof
(Had it allI had it all)
I had to make a choice really it was either me or you
(Had it allI had it all)
See what I want be what I want too
(Had it allI had it all)
Seeing through the pain breaks through the chains too

Now I'm speaking what I'm thinking
Got me hoping its reaching all of you
Where do we go from here? We can grow from here
No looking back we're moving forward
Take my time perfect my mind
No giving up thank the Lord
I've been feeling stressed is my life a mess
Worked so hard watch me fall apart

Everything you're going through is meant to change you
Never point a finger you can only blame you
That's why I speak lessons see reference
Make you look around check your hip that's a beep message
I seen blessings never need questions
Yeah my name means resurrection
Thick and thin so I stayed in the right direction
Best believe I endured me a hard correction

So I stayed away from people
Gotta keep my heart protected
Me myself and I we gotta stay connected
Say I'm only human I'm just searching for perfection

Water flowing off my tongue in the image my reflection
Excuse my exception not the rule just the rule's exception
It was written not the rule just my chosen mission
Every lesson is a blessing every blessing future past and present
Got brought to it taught through it
Paid for the pain like I bought into it
Now I'm speaking what I'm thinking
Got me hoping its reaching all of you
Where do we go from here we can grow from here
No looking back we're moving forward
Take my time perfect my mind
No giving up thank the Lord
I've been feeling stressed is my life a mess
Worked so hard Watched me fall apart

(Looking in the mirror damn I could see the living proof
I had to make a choice really it was either me or you

See what I want be what I want to
Seeing through the pain break through the chains
Now I'm speaking what I'm thinking
Got me hoping)