TherealFreeflow1 - Slowly Lyrics

Now I'm slowly bleeding out I'm tryna wash this curse away
Oh my God

I could you just tryna play me down you probably know I cared
It's akwaba on the mix

Tryna dumb the pain away drinking bottles till I'm down
Tryna wash these stains away this shii got me going insane
Thinking bout the times we shared all the memories I can't forget it
How could you not see it in my eyes that I do probably cared
How could you just tryna played me down you probably know I cared

How could you just let this whole shit down I wish you knew I cared
How could you just tryna break me down I taught this shit was love
I was tryna make this work for us I probably wish we could
Eliantte got me shinning bright but I know I'm not okay

I was running round my feelings tryna make sure I'm finally okay
Even tho I know I'm not okay but at least I'm finally okay
Thankful for my mother I swr on God this shit is hard to say
She was just the realest in my team when things starts falls apart
I was having nightmares from the past I wish I could escape it
When I woke up I feel like I was dreaming but I know I wasn't dreaming
I used to wander through the night lost in a world so dark
I'll cherish all the highs and lows the laughter and the pain

We built our dreams on fragile sand
Believed our love was strong
I held you closed I kept you on I taught that we could fly
But seasons changed my chains I started feeling cold
I remember how we laughed the joy we shared the way we kissed
But now these moments feel like lies they tore my heart apart
Promises broken love dies I walked the streets alone

Even the ones I taught were cool they started acting creepy
For real for real Love is a curse and I f*cking hate the outcome

Now slowly I'm bleeding out I'm tryna wash this curse away
Now slowly I'm bleeding out I'm tryna wash this curse away
Now slowly I'm bleeding out I'm tryna wash this curse away

Tryna numb the pain away drinking bottles till I'm down

Tryna wash these stains away this shii got me going insane
Thinking bout the times we shared all the memories I can't forget it
How could you not see it in my eyes that I do probably cared
How could you be tryna played me down You probably know I cared
How could you just let this whole shit down I wish you knew I cared
How could you be tryna break me down I taught this shit was love
I was tryna make this work for us I probably wish we could

So here I stand with a heart so cold and blue this wasn't easy

They try to blame me cause they saw I wasn't sober no more
How could you just tryna break me down
Remember the name whenever you see me
Free Flow

I could do just tryna break me down