Vaporized Video (MV)

And here I sit again
On the bathroom floor
Hear the clock ticking
Time is passing
Life is messed up
Feeling so paralyzed
Wait for hours
Life has stopped now
The hours are passing so fast
Don't do a thing
Sit in silence
Waiting for the end

I can't handle the pain in me
It's all that I have, it's owning me
I wish it would be escaping me
But nothing's ever changing

It's unbearable, uncontrollable
Makes me unconscious, nervous, aching
Wish I could escape
But nothing, really nothing seems to help

Wasting seven hours with nothing
Couldn't even think straight
Nine o'clock, ignoring everything
The evening's still so long
I cannot handle anything
Can't dream, can't eat
I'm half asleep
My way of feeling is twisted
My way of feeling is twisted