Thiago Rocha - Fuck Love Lyrics

I fell down in a hole
Life's become that hole
Now I've lost my soul...

Looks in the mirror are hard
Nobody but me seeing my scars
Struggling with anxiety
Depression also dominating

Days are passing so fast
I wonder how long I will last
In my mind constant conflict
Good side, bad side
What do I pick?

I never feel good enough
Always looking down
Looking pretty tough

You ask me how?
I don't know how
I scream so f*cking loud
Don't make a single sound
No one can hear me now.

I learned from life
Found it sucks
So I'll change it up
Using all these drugs...

These drugs are never enough
These drugs never gave me love
F*ck love
These drugs are never enough
These drugs never gave me love
F*ck love

I wake up feel so insecure
No glasses all I see are blurs
Will today be worth my while?
Will I finally wake up with a smile?

Haven't seen colors since we broke up
Life is black and white but I swear I try
To hold on to life

Medicating myself to numb the pain
Others watch claim I'm insane
I'm not insane I am sane
Just need you for it to go away

Images of you in my brain
I'll never be the same
Nice guy who always wanted to help
Now a f*ck up, who lost himself

Questions I ask everyday
What gives me hope?
Keeps me from decay?

Proving myself to others in every way
I hate my ways
I hate my ways

Stopped relying on others
Only trust my dad and my mother
Sometimes my brother

Family has saved my life
What came to mind when I held the knife
Ever since I never went back
Might not love life but don't want death.

All this suffering will end one day I swear
Can't get over how life is so unfair
Happiness nowadays is everywhere
Why can't some people just share

These drugs are never enough
These drugs never gave me love
F*ck love