They say that time heals everything
But no one knows how long it will take
So should I just sit and wait?
They ask me how I'm coping with
But no one shares secrets of their pain
I wish I had a warning
Grief is not a linear process
I'm not holding up
I'm staring at the ground
I can feel the weight of
All things but myself
I'm not holding up
I'm crawling up the walls
I can't see a way out
Why don't I just scream for help?
Someone you love, a friendly face
Doesn't make it easier to say
It's so hard, I'm struggling
I try to smile, I cry instead
I wonder if this feeling's here to stay
I'm doing fine, I'm losing it
Grief is not a linear process
I'm not holding up
I'm staring at the ground
I can feel the weight of
All things but myself
I'm not holding up
I'm crawling up the walls
I can see no way out
Why don't I just scream for help?
The more I get stronger
The more I feel guilty
So I don't move forward
I'm stuck on a magnet
Grief is trying to pull me down to hell