Third Floor Studio - No Matter What I Do, I Always Doubt the Outcome Lyrics

When I run, I think
Of what I am supposed to do with my life
With my time, with my music
Is there anyone who cares about my songs?
And I say

Even if I try real hard and go
Chase my dream and play on my guitar
Is there any reason now?
Or anybody listening now?

Every day I'll try
Even if there is no reason why
I'll make it up, is that stupid?
Trying to win this war inside my head

And I sing

Friends will lie to me
That's what I think in my head
I will be betrayed
That's what I think in my head
I will be alone
That's what I think in my head