Third Realm - Background of My Mind Lyrics

I feel like Nick, I'm caving in, I ate the seeds, they weren't that bad
I feel so tense being alive, time's running out, I have to strive
I lock you out, we both are cold, that is the oldest trick I know
I feel so numb, you don't reply, the face of distant alibis

Get in the background of my mind, get in the background of my mind
Get in the back, get in the back, get in the background of my mind!
You wanted to believe it, I wanted you to see that
I'm not afraid of all your complicated, drama rated
You wanted to release me, I always seem to foresee
Your disappointment in my tendency to be so carefree

Your endless love, I must mistook, who robs a heart?
You're like a crook, I have to put this demon down,
Let's have a laugh, I'll be the clown
I see how you distort the truth, I will become the crazy sleuth
I'll watch and put an end to faith, till there's no room to save more face