Violent fever, dance of tears, disbeliever all these years, cling to what was faltering, deny every offering, lay there wasted, black out eyes, moonshine tasted, my demise, have a drink of my despair, sit in the electric chair
I tried to be myself and love you, I tried to be myself and care, I tried to be myself and suffer
Through everything when you weren't there, I tried to be myself and listen, I tried to be myself and learn, I tried to be myself and suffer, when I could not feel your concern
Song of villains, cry your name, penicillin in your veins, silent I can't hear your prayer,
Void of feeling, unaware, shapeless phantom, set in stone, riddled anthem, brittle bones,
Hold my beast in disrepair, spiteful demon love affair