Third Row Seats - My Weakness Lyrics

I think until i sleep
And then i sleep until i wake
And when i wake i start to think
About the things that make me ache
And what i hate and what i need
And why i feel the need to bleed on to the page
Until you see me start to age
While earning little to no wage
And that's okay but i'm afraid
That what i've made will get me paid
But not enough for me to pay
Back what i owe financial aid
But now i've thought enough to sleep
And so my eyelids start to sink
So i will close my eyes and dream
Until i wake and start to think

They know
They know
They know my weakness
They know
They know my
They know my weakness

Past and present sightings of
The presence I am fighting
Keep deciding they're residing
In mind and they are hiding
Hard to find beneath the chests
That hold my fears close to my vest
But i decay as they engulf me
And they feed off what is left
I understand why they insult me
Because i let them get the best
I've always known it would result in
Pain and damage to my chest
But now i've thought enough to sleep
And so my eyelids start to sink
So i will close my eyes and dream
Until i wake and start to think again

They know
They know
They know my weakness
They know
They know my
They know my weakness

Serpents in the rain escape my grasp
And i imagine they're in pain and so i ask
All they do is break my skin
I've been bitten
They unleash the things i've hidden
I admit it
It's forbidden
I indulge and i am driven
To the ends of what i know
And i bid this place good riddance
Past the edge i inch my toes
Yes, i swear i am the villain
Looking back on what is left
I know that i'm forgiven
I gaze upon the ashes
Of the words that i have written
And take the right of passage

The ink is burning slow
And your blood will do the same
When I hit the floor of the abyss
We both will know my name
Our lifeless eyes agaze
You'll see me when you wake
A treaty we will sign
An agreement we will make
The life i lead will be mine
And you'll never leave this world
Forever we will be changed
As reality unfurls
You're better of alone
And i'm better off alive
Now i see that on my own
It is possible to thrive

They know
They know
They know
They know
They know
They know my
They know my weakness

I look back on what i've been through
And except what i've been dealt
I realize that it's frightening
And i know i should seek help
But i've thought enough to sleep
And my eyelids start to sink
So i'll close my eyes and dream
Until i wake and start to think