This Is Charlie - hands of sincerity Lyrics

You taught it
Maybe I wanted
To have it
Maybe I had it all
There's no sense in lying
Maybe it's time to say goodnight

Every night I'd sleep in
Think of how I reasoned
Maybe we'd always pretend
Think that I'm the reason
You would stop believing
That I could be a man

I remember smiling at the thought of seeing you again
I hate the way I talked way back then
Wasted your life, wasted your energy
I'm embarrassing
All this time is for me instead

I played the notes right
Just not what you want to hear
That's all I know now

Now this melody made me obsessed with
Feeling to feel affection
Without ever saying the words

The patterns will ground me to sense
When was the last time you said my name?

Once, in the past, I had a sensational relapse
We left each other good this winter
She's not gonna call you so turn over and fall asleep
I used to sing a song to help me, But these hymns can't heal a tired set of eyes
I'm not starving, I need someone to talk to
I hurt you and that kills me