This Is Not Utopia - Craving Lyrics

I loved you at your darkest
But you're an aimless arrow

Little did I know I was all but hopeless
Little did I know I was nothing but scared

You're poison in my veins
It took some time to realize

Little did I know I was all but hopeless
Little did I know I was nothing but scared
Nothing but scared


All my life I was searching for good
But it wasn't you, it wasn't you
I know
When I move away
Every step I take
Is saving me from disgrace


This is the worst trade of your life
You're back to this old friend of yours
Momentary lapse just a cheat day
I never gave up on you
But you gave up on yourself


All my life I was searching for good
But it wasn't you, it wasn't you
I know
When I move away
Every step I take
Is saving me from disgrace


All my life I was searching for good
But it wasn't you, it wasn't you
All my life...
But it wasn't you
(But it wasn't you)


All my life I was searching for good
But it wasn't you, it wasn't you
I know
When I move away
Every step I take
Is saving me from disgrace