2018 was a train station
Full of friends packing to different nations
I woke up drunk; without relations
Mid-year I thought I won the race
Turns out I settled for second place
And that's unusual for me
My dad would call me a disgrace
I'm tired of feeling like
Of feeling like
I'm in a pantomime
A pantomime
Choked not for lack of love
Lack of love
But for the leaving of
The leaving of
Feels like I can only feel one emotion
And it's bringing me down
It feels like I can only feel one emotion
And it's bringing me down
It feels like I can only feel one emotion
And it's bringing me down
It feels like I can only feel one emotion
And it's bringing me down
Life sucks
You hope it's just a phase
You don't know that you're living 'the good old days' right now
And nobody seems amazed, somehow
(Nobody seems amazed)
F*cked up
I'm a little drunk to be honest
I'm sober enough to talk
I promise
But I don't know if I can walk
This song is putting me on edge
I'm tired of feeling like
Of feeling like
I'm in a pantomime
A pantomime
Choked not for lack of love
Lack of love
But for the leaving of
The leaving of
Feels like I can only feel one emotion
And it's bringing me down
It feels like I can only feel one emotion
And it's bringing me down
It feels like I can only feel one emotion
And it's bringing me down
It feels like I can only feel one emotion
And it's bringing me down
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