Intro//Me Video (MV)

I'm choking every time I try to speak
I'm falling through the cracks again
I'll look but never see
Distance and the war inside of me
Blends up in my head, I'm introduced to agony
Cause it happened in a blur
And it pains me now to say
That I don't know where to go from here
Everything around is grey
Cause I hate the way it feels
I'll distract my mind in case
That a memory takes over and it bothers me all day
My eyes are open when I try to sleep
Calloused on my fingers climbing up this wall so steep
Dreaming of a place where I'll exist to myself
How can I not be feeling more than this
Longing for a feeling
Caught through a memory
Could be felt in the present reality
Rather than in hindsight (oh now I see that)
If I died tomorrow, what would have been my last day
Stagnant isn't an option, I can hear the ticking far away
Question after question, it's not my time to have the answers
Cause if that's true, I'd have it figured out but who does