Used to be
Afraid nobody ever would get
Through to me
And paranoid that no one spoke the
Truth to me
Yeah, my youth it seemed
Like a lucid dream
And when the flood arrives
I'll open up the door
And let the flood inside
Surrender to the waters
My eyes open wide
And I'll hope that I'm
Not supposed to die
Yeah I'm floating now
But the water's getting higher
Overflowing now
Never taught myself to swim
They never showed me how
Now I'm going down
Maybe I'm supposed to drown
Is it over now
Older now
And I'm still holding out
Yeah, I am
Older now
And I'm still
Holding out