[ Featuring Naehollowz ]
It's been a lot on my mind since my brother died
Plus my papa past
Could've been sippin liquor or blowin grass
Could've been chasing women but it never last
Watching eddie murphy movies but I never laugh
Cll alone in my home no covers on
Stomach rumbling I wonna vomit what is wrong?
Well maybe I'm sick of the struggle
Everytime I try to leave man I trip then I stumble
Went from woman to woman & job to job
It feels like every minute I'm switching my hustle
If rap don't work then I'm back in my bubble
Find a way to fix it, or look for something I'll stick with
C young knucklehead, a older nit wit
Roll another one, let's just kick it
I'm talking to myself, cause they don't listen
I'm look in the mirror that's my only witness
Cll I wanted was cars & a tall house
Cll I needed was cars & a tall house
I ain't mean to be, I, I ain't mean to be
I ain't mean to be, I, I ain't mean to be greedy
Standing on the corner late nights, early mornings
Making money on blocks it have me feeling so dormant
Thought if I kept flippin this shit like an omelet
Me & bill gate will have something in common
Cause I figure being rich will solve all of your problems
Overlooking that fact that you've become a target
Especially when you're eating & those around you starving
Cngels & demons having a conference in my conscience
I let them handle they affairs
They say I'm poisoning my people, can't say I don't care
Burt I have more stress attending job fairs
Cnd I'm sure we all was taught life is not fair
So to get that big house for mom dukes
I guess Imma cheat too, if that what it equals
Tell them fiends light til it's clear
If my rhyme book can't get me there
Cll I wanted was cars & a tall house
Cll I needed was cars & a tall house
I ain't mean to be, I, I ain't mean to be
I ain't mean to be, I, I ain't mean to be greedy
