I'm Not Fine Video (MV)

Lifted, until I wasn't
It had conditions
Where were you? I was here
Where we said we'd meet
Where were you

Buried, you dug me up
I was clawing, didn't know it
From my room was where I begged
To myself, I'm still in my bed

And I'm in my head
I don't wish I were dead
No, I don't wish I were dead
I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive
I swear I'm alive
Well I'm trying

I was cold, didn't know it
I'm alive, but I couldn't show it
My chest's pounding, but I ain't broke
It's okay that you wouldn't know

I'm not fine, I'm not fine, I'm not fine
Oh I guess I am fine
At least I'll be all right
Or I won't

We were kids and wouldn't know
How things would be when we'd grow old
I was rushing I could not wait
Next time, I will hesitate

I'm not fine, I'm not fine, I'm not fine
I guess I am fine
At least I'll be all right
Or I won't