ThroneKid - Floating in the Wind (feat. JayBae) Lyrics

I don't know
Where to go
Of my heart and soul

I don't know
Where to go
I'm losing control of my heart and soul
I don't know
Where to go
I'm losing control of my heart and soul

IDK
I don't know
Man I lost my soul
Had everything down pact
Then I lost control
Feels like I'm floating in the wind
And I can't get a grip
I took the trip to flip the script
Instead found out some differences
Am I special
I dont know
That's what they all say
I'd sell my soul to ease the pain
If that was just the price to pay
I tell my momma
Don't you worry bout another thang
Cause through the struggle
Comes the light
Break a dollar to get the change
To me life isn't chess
It's an operation
Through my observation
Open up to have a conversation
It's my obligation to the congregation
Being beat down
By the demons that I'm facing
Am I unworthy
To complete this journey
I swear I'm working hard
Or am I hardly working
Do I even break a sweat
Could I really be the best
Or will I fail myself and give a F
Like I did with every test

I don't know
Where to go
I'm losing control of my heart and soul
I don't know
Where to go
I'm losing control of my heart and soul
I don't know
Where to go
I'm losing control of my heart and soul

Now when I say I'm not alone
I mean physically
But mentally I'm in a dark room
Where no one visits me
Mental confusion
And mental unstablity
This is something that became a really close friend to me
Is this my skin
Or who I pretend to be
I'm trynna secure my pieces
Like I'm playing monopoly
We know that story of how I lost my dad
But now my auntie left me too
So these are feelings that I had
I remember the last time I saw you
You were screaming and crying
I could tell on the inside
You were hurting and dying
I knew it was something you wanted me to see
Cause you told me how hard it hurts for you just to breath
But I ain't say shit cause I was way to high
Then two days later
You shot yourself and you died
I really hope that you are at peace
I pray that you and daddy continue to watch over me

I don't know
Where to go
I'm losing control of my heart and soul
I don't know
Where to go
I'm losing control of my heart and soul
I don't know
Where to go
I'm losing control of my heart and soul